ishq ibadat h rab ki ise badnaam hone na dena

ishq ibadat h rab ki ise badnaam hone na dena,
dil h mera khilona nh ise aur ab tu rone na dena,
maana k raahi aur b the rahoon me tere .par
mila jo sindur sirf muje hai tujhse,
khuda k liye ab ise khone na dena..

ek shabd bus bewafai ka tu jatlaana...

Har kadam apna honslon se badhana

manjil pe pahuch kar tu yun muskuraana

khuda ki bheji vo takdeer hu main teri

ek anchaahi phir bhi ek lakeer hu teri

mere shabdon ko kabhi tu na apna banana

manzil pe apni bus badhte hi jaana

mere ghamon ka to koi ashiyana nahi

unke liye tu aansu apne na anmol bahaana

main pyar ke tere kaabil hi na thi

tere shabdon se meri koi ranzish bhi na thi

tuje to apna ashiyaan bhi hai sajaana

un phoolon ko jara nazakat se khilaana

meri kamiyon ko kabhi khud se na chipaana

par kamiyon pe apni bhi na tu muskuraana

kamjor nahi dil e naadan mere yaar

gujre mere kal pe tu na yun muskuraana

gar aaj main tere pyar ke kabil nahi

usme bhi kanhin teri takdeer thi chipi

khamoshi se apne na kisi aur ko tadpaana

ek shabd bus bewafai ka tu jatlaana........

ek shabd bus bewafai ka tu jatlaana........


GoodBye

Ek Kahaani............

Is duniya me ishwar ki har galti ko hum swikaar lete hai yahi soch kar ki jo unhone kiya hai usme humara kuch acha hoga ….lekin kbhi kabhi unke kuch faisle us khuda k hathon huye vo gunaah se lagne lagte hai jin par bharosa nahi hota ……….

kabhi kabhi ishwar insaan ko aese doraahe par la deta hai ki insaan apne farz nibhaate huye tabaah ho jaata hai ……Apne maa papa ki laadli ,ghar ki sabse pyaari beti thi vo ,naajo se pali thi, kaanton bhari raahon se jindgi kheli thi vo … …..

ghar ki haalat kuch thik nahi thi…..akeli sare ghar ka bhar uthaati….
apne maa papa ka saahra ban ke unke sare karz chukaati………
ek farishta aur tha jisko ishwar ne bheja tha paas uske …
uske saath jee leti thi vo har jang apni …..
pyar unka tha aasmaan me par jaane vo bhi
na uski koi manjil thi baaki……
kiya faisla ho jaana hai juda usse ab bhali bhaanti..
jab bhi koshish karti thi vo….kismat aesa khel rachaati…
dur jaane k baajay vo aur uske karib ho jaati ….
dono majbur the ishq me apne …
par nishakth the farz me apne….kiya faisla dono ne milkar…
ab raah rahi koi na baaki…..chale jaao ab dur mere sathi……
vo boli ek antim mulaakaat muje de do..jisme jee lu main apna jeevan baaki …..
vo bola gar hoga kismet me na hogi ye mulaakat ab aadhi…..
koshish rahegi le jaaunga tuje dulhan baana ke….
Mannat thi uski sidhi vinaayak jaana tha ek bar sang me uske ,
ahsaano k tale dabaata,dikhaayi apni mahanta usne
chada diya apne haton se mang me uski, maa k sindur ka rang bhi usne
le chal padha vo sang me apne …..kara diya har darshan baaki…………..
kismat ka khel niraala tha tab ,,,,,,,……de gaya vo usko apni nishani……
Juda huye par dono phirse …kya karti vo akleli shahjaadi…….
Farz nibhaaye ya aan ko apni .. beech mazhdaar me khadi huyi thi ……
Jab bataya us farishte ko sach …dikhaaya usne jo rup tha baaki
Bola chali jaao kahi par ,…mita dalo ye nishani
Kari koshish usne puri thi par,na kar paayi apne hathon kurbaani
De diya janm bete ko usne..ab kya karti uski thi vo nishaani….
Diya sath apno ne uska,dur rahke barasti ma ki mamta
Jo dood pila saki na apna ,bhijwa deti thi khoon use apna
Har ek pal har lamhe ki pal pal khabar use de deti
Par farista tha khuda ka aesa masruf tha suhaagraaton me apni
Nayi thi dulhaan naya tha jeevan kaha fasen in uljhan me vo
Farz apna jaan kar usko har pal apna bata deti thi
Par khuda bhi bada shaatir tha ……khela khel usne bhi tab tha
Tarsa diya is sansaar me ek boond us khoon k liye tab
zholi faailaaye ,bheekh thi maangi Tadpi …uske aage thi vo
Na diya ek katra tha usne ,laga diya bewafai ka ilzaam bhi usne
Mansha purn huyi uski ab ,chala gaya jab vo dur bhi usse
Kya karz chukata pita vo uska ,Hawas hi uski puri huyi na baaki 

Kya karz chukata pita vo uska ,Hawas hi uski puri huyi na baaki

**bhul gaya sanjog se vo to muje jeevansangini banake**

ishq ki duniya me nakaam raha

har shaks ko kyuki tadpaaya usne

man ko uske na kabhi viraam mila

kyuki man ko sirf bahlaaya usne.....

waqt vo bhi tha jab pyar me apne sare aam

thukraaya un maa baap ko usne

waqt vo bhi tha jab farz me apne sare aam

khud apne khoon ko thukraaya usne

sanjog likha kya ishwar tune

kyu hum dono ko milwaaya tune

na pyar agar to rishton ko kyu jatlaaya usne

kaha jaau ab maang me is gahre bandhan ko apnake

**bhul gaya sanjog se vo to muje jeevansangini banake**

Sindur ki meri us lakeer ko Khud apne hathon mita jaata

Mohabbat ka jise humne maseeha maana

Mohabbat karna hi bhul gaya woh to

Har pal duaaon me jise apna karam maana

Ek pal yaad karna bhi bhul gaya woh to ….

Maana pariyon ki chah thi uski

Humne bhi kahaan roki thi rah bhi uski

Jaane ki aahat bhi muje gar de jaata

Sach hai shayad man ki bujhi na pyas thi uski ….

Gar mujse usko pyar nahi tha

Ek bar woh jatla jaata ………….

Sindur ki meri us lakeer ko

Khud apne hathon mita jaata

in haathon se tera sehara bhi saja sakti thi ye jaan

Jindgi ke safar me chalte chalte

yun thak jayeenge ek din socha na tha

bich doraahe par ek din khud ko

akela paayenge ye bhi socha na tha

kasoor itna tuje dard na dena chaha kabhi

isi dar se har gham ko aagosh me chipaya humne

meri khamoshi ka sila diya is kadar ki

sare aam bewafai ka ye iljaam lagaya tumne

kaha tak nibhaati wafa e mohabbat e humdum

ghar apna tak bi gavaan diya humne ….

umeed muje tujse sirf wafaai ki hi thi

judaai to har waqt kismet me likhi hi thi

bada kamjor samaj baitha mere dil ko tu e yaar

chah teri khushiyon se badkar baaki hi na thi

gar tere pyar se tuje mila sakti hai ye muskaan

to in haathon se tera sehara bhi saja sakti thi ye jaan..

badal gaya is yug me murli wale ka pyar......

Gokul Ki Bhor, Barsaane Ki Dupahri Brindaavan Ki Shaam na badli na badla meera ka pyar KYu badal gaya is yug me yaaron Murli wale ka pyar..................????

gar murli ki taan na badli ,na badla vo pyaar

to kyu us pawan prem ke upar uthte aaj sawaal

gar kanha ki preet na badli ,na badla uska naam

kyu khamosh hai jag k aage murli wale ki taan...

meera k gar aansu bahte,bhagwan sang uske ro dete

par aaj agar aansu girte ,karan hote khud bhagwaan

sach me agar tha usko apne bhakton ka dhyan

to kaha tha us waqt kanha mera,jab lazzit huyi thi aan

kyu mere ishq ko badnaam kar gaye mere yaar

Muje ghum nahi ruswa kiya tune

Muje ghum nahi daga diya tune

Muje ghum nahi thukra diya use tune

Muje to ghum hai bas use bhula diya tune

Wafa e mohabbat bhi khub thi teri

Tadap rahe jindgi aur maut se jab

Jashn e suhagraat mana rahe the mere yaar

Kya taareef karu ab humdam main teri

Meri khokh ko hi ujaad chale the mere yaar

Kahte hai banda hai tu mohabbat ka agar

Kahte hai banda hai tu mohabbat ka agar

To kyu mere ishq ko badnaam kar gaye mere yaar

To kyu mere ishq ko badnaam kar gaye mere yaar

The first page of my diary

When I was small I was reading the article ..written by some other person,,,and was thinking why I am not able to think like that.???why I am not able to write like that???time was moving by his own wish….i was having no interest in those articles…..but as I have been gone through journey of my life I met him …….i was not known he was writer too….when we used to talk on phone he came to know that I am interested in writing..he gave me one link and told me go through it……

There will be one option over there in right hand side of the page ,it was search option

I was so foolish that time that I does not have any knowledge of blogs and forum ………he told me write my name in this option……I have done the same ……..when I have gone through that I found full list of so many post…I started reading ….there…..it was the time when I started to read him……..those words was not just simple words for me I was feeling like I am living those moments on my own ...he was on line with me on other call…guiding me how to go ahead……..

He said read loudly I want to hear that ..i have done that….. when I have completed one post..i said ….ohhhhh what’s this? why your name is written over here …?

Its written by you ???he said yes …..i was feeling so proud wwwwwwww its my love………..feeling like am so special person of this world …..that he is with me ….

I become a fan of him ..whenever he was writing a single word either on mail ,on forum or in my msg I used to save that ..beacause I love that

Though those post was written by him but that was for his love who was not there in his life …sometimes he was saying today I want to read that post of mine ..as he was apart from city not able to access the net ….i was the messenger for him……I told him don’t worry I’ll do….

I was reading those post with my cheerful smile for him as he was on call he was not able to look at me …but whenever I read those post that made me so crying there was tears in my eyes and smile on my face for him..still I have done because he want to listen that ……..he was writing for her always and I was saving all post as a precious things of mine….

When he was not with me I used to go on that page that was his family for me ..i was doing nothing just reading only his post then go back…. though he was not with me i was having that feeling that I am coming in his family talking with all members..and living my life with him ……those moments made me so complete not wishing anything for my life

I was having intuition that soon there will one day when we will apart ..i told him I will made one blog for you whenever you want to write something write there only ..that will give immense pleasure for me …..and I will feel that you are still with me ………

There was first page in my diary that I always left blank because I said there will only one person in my life who will fill up that page..........i told him to fill up that but he didn’t …I don’t know why ….?????????

He said I will fill that when I will go …..but when that time came I told again he didn’t I don’t know why????

Still today the first page of my diary is blank that will always kept blank ..because no one can become front page of my life ….

Though he never loved me,he never missed me,i was not there in his life never,ever and any more but for me he is my life ever...i was not there in any of his words but Still his page has become pleasant memory for me ..that dedicated for my love ………
www.ishqibadat.blogspot.com
luv u

Kyu vo bussssss khamosh rha ??????????

Jab sath tha mere khamosh raha

Khamoshi ko pahchana mene …

Har pal har kadam

uski khamoshi ko apnaaya mene

waqt karwate le raha tha

lekin vo kamosh raha

tabaah huye hum tufaanon me

lekin vo khamosh raha

aaye din bahaaron ke bhi

lekin vo khamosh raha

har lamha har din jiya humne

lekin vo khamosh raha

aaya yaaron ek din aesa

chala gaya vo ..bin bataaye……….

lekin vo khamosh rha …………

aesa bhi nahi ki use pyar nhi tha

phir kyu vo bas khamosh raha ???

me bhi to bas ek insaan hi thi na

phir kyu vo bas khamosh raha ???

takleef to muje bhi thi na

phir kyu vo bas khamosh raha ?????????????

sirf ek sawaal khuda se apne

kami kahaan rah gayi mujse

kyu bas vo khamosh raha

kabil nhi kya main ek shabd k uske

kyu ?????

vo bussssss khamosh rha ??????????

Reiki in Pregnancy

There are many myths and misconceptions about Reiki and the idea that Reiki should not be given to pregnant women is one of them. So, the answer is YES, Reiki is safe for pregnant women! In fact, Reiki works well in helping with all stages of pregnancy including conception and child birth. Reiki provides emotional as well as physical support and works not only on the mother, but also on the child.

Remember, Reiki cannot cause harm and always works to reduce stress and improve health regardless of the condition. However, it is important to make sure that one's own personal energy does not become involved with the treatment. To ensure this, say a prayer before giving a treatment asking that your own ego and personal energy will be set to the side and that only pure Reiki energy will flow through you. Also pray on behalf of the mother and child that they will be nurtured and deeply healed by Reiki. This will help the treatment work in a more powerful way.

Treatments before conception can focus on creating a balanced, loving and harmonious relationship between the parents and toward the future child which likely will be present in spirit. In addition to giving a general treatment, also treat the heart, solar plexus and hips. (Be careful not to touch the genital area or the breasts. Treat these areas only in the aura and only with permission). At this stage, treat the husband also if possible as it is important that loving, nurturing and healthy emotional feelings be strengthened between the parents.

If the parents are willing, it would be very helpful if they took Reiki training so they can treat themselves and each other also. In the same way that Reiki treatments are safe for pregnant woman, so is the training and attunement. Before the attunement, simply say a prayer acknowledging the fact that the student is pregnant and that the baby is present. If the parents have Reiki, suggest that they give each other treatments every day!

During pregnancy, in addition to a general treatment, treat the mothers back, focusing on the areas of greatest stress and also treat the stomach area which will treat the baby as well.

During child birth, treat the stomach and lower back, or simply give Reiki to the mother's shoulders or where ever you are guided.

You will think that why I am writing so much here …let me clear you …..The divine power of god has done miracle for me in second trimester of my baby…..who came in this world after a critical complications of pregnancy….and lived healthy ………so I can assure more personally if Reiki is too much beneficial for my child that will be most precious for your child too …The child who will born on this earth with this divine energy will be a gift of God for YOU…..

bhula dena e-yaar mere apni jageer samajkar

Jab diya ek lamhe me diya usne
Jab liya ek lamhe me liya usne
lakeer thi jo un hathon ki kal tak
band hai mutthi me aaj ek takdeer ban kar
chipa lena apne ansuoon me tu muje
dhah na jaau teri mutthi ki main vo rait ban kar
sadiyon k bad gar tere dil se na ek awaaj nikle
bhula dena e-yaar apni jaageer samajkar ............
Ek Muskaan

Ishq tera Ibadat hai meri,isse badkar na chahat koi meri ……

In the golden memories of my life ..the page belongs to the only person of my life ..who is everything for me…who will never read this page … :)

The precious gift of my life that god has given to only me …..each and every word that comes from my heart is dedicated and just for the most loving person of my life………

Though I do not know the meaning of love but whatever I feel for you for that I will always pray to god that if I’ll get a chance to born on this earth again I want at least a single moment of my life to spent with your love ..I will keep that precious moment throughout of my life and that will be enough for my whole life endeavors’……I wish to close my eyes in your arms…

Thanks for your love .thanks for being in my life …

Ishq tera Ibadat hai meri,isse badkar na chahat koi meri ………