Thursday, September 22, 2011

luv u

शाख  से  गिरा  वो 
काँटों  में  पला  है 
झोंका   न  हवा  का 
अन्धढ़    सा  समां है
कांटो  में  पला 
मखमल  सा  बना  है 
यादों  में  सजा  जो
फूलो  सा  खिला  है 
बिलकुल  वही  मुस्कान  तेरी  है 
तुझमे  तो  मेरा 
कन्हैया   ही  मिला  है ..
 

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

हम मुस्कुराते रहेंगे :)

ग़म का बादल जो छाए तो हम मुस्कुराते रहेंगे 
 अपनी आँखों में आशाओं के दीप जलाते रहेंगे

Monday, September 5, 2011

Mata Mahalaxmi

6 sep 2008  it was the day when I have finished my mahalxmi fast…..it was first year of my fast….. I have just done this as I have heard that the Goddess laxmi is always fulfilling the wishes of us…after finishing 16 days of my fast still I thought there was no change in my life……
      I asked to maa…when the day will come in my life full of joy and happiness……..can I get the person who will give a smile on my face, who will smile with me..,who will always there to ease my pain, always ready to wipe my tears…who will support my family, who will become root of my family..when the day will come..
           I was so much fed up from my life..as I was having lots of trouble at that time ….and was not getting how to come out from all …….after 16 days of my fast I had dinner with my family …… that night ..Talking with father,telling the story of my whole day as  usual..suddenly my mobile rang up.
I picked it, "hello" ..
"Hello" i got back answer from the other end...
    Inspite of getting voice from the other end I disconnected...I do not know why.When i went to my bed at night he called again..this time i just said hello I do not want to talk u why r u calling me,..A boy said "I was making a call to my sister ,I do not know how did I connected to u...Then I said its ok,now do not call..and again I disconnected..
Again he called the next night ,again I disconnected...
though I was not responding that call still that person calling me again n again....when I totally stop responding,that boy send the msg...as I never replying to unknown so I was quiet.usually we got irritating by such call, but there was something between both of us..and I replied to his msg.Some thing i do not know what..was that ???that thing made a beautiful emotion between both of us .we started talking,sharing everything, n fall in love to each other...just his voice was always giving a beautiful smile on my face..when I told the same about that boy to my parents they were not getting trust on him.but I was having a blind faith .he is my love he is my soul,he is my lord...
He made me smile always,always care me,he was always there to wipe my tears.
One day he became my husband..he gave me everything..his love is giving tears in my eyes always....still I thanks to my goddess .thanks to her.for being in my lifè.
          Still I think he was the blessing of mata mahalaxmi for me .my goddess is always with him….till I have faith on mahalaxmi….so every year i ‘ve done my fast for his  wealth,fortune, power, luxury, and prosperity….  I used to break my fast after looking his face and hearing his voice..even he was so far from me ..i used to hear him than only I eat something…..
         still remember the day ...I dnt knw whether rite or wrong.but he is blessings of mata mahalxmi for me …goddess send him in my life ..I accepted him as my life....; he is the only truth of my life ...as he is "Ishq Ibadat" 

               Its Fouth year of my vrat and this year too I ‘ve full faith in my goddess that she will always blessed him with her love,care  and prosperity in his life……

Thursday, September 1, 2011

ek isi chehre ko kyu chuna usne ?

jo aahat.h tha kabhi ghum se mere
ghum jindgi bhar ka diya usne .

dilkash nazaaron ki kami kahaan duniya me
ek isi chehre ko kyu chuna usne ?