gujar jaaye jindgi ab in bahoon me teri, na koi aur chahat baki ab meri tune chamkte sitaare ko kohinoor banaya h toote aaine ko jod ye rup nikhara h teri bahoon me aj khud ko chipaaya h mere ashkoon me b tune gulshan sanwara h aaj tuje apnaane ka mann h aaj bus tera ho jaaye to kya ghum h gujare jo pal sukun k tere aagosh me mere ishq ki ibadat b kyu aaj kam h
I still remember the
moments that I spent with him. Just His adorable sound giving smile on
my face. He was my everything. he was my life. He was always there to
wipe away my tears and support me to fight away my fears. But now I sit
alone and ask myself, why he does so ? Isn't he loved me ? Didn’t he
know I couldn’t live without him?
One day I told him
don’t leave me alone. I can’t live without you. He wiped my tears and
said, I am only yours and will never leave u alone. I'll talk to my
mom. And will come back soon..
From that day I was
waiting for him..Yes he will come. Yes I trust him..He called me
again..My love I will come.I was waiting again. With my open eyes...Our
love was in the air without any words without any fear.......
The days has gone. There was one day when I caught him with a picture of lovely girl ....that girl was his fiancy ...Again
he said. its mother's swear my dear........that lady is nothing to mine
....i do not love her.... No my love am only urs ... I will come..I
smiled again.. no my dear will come.
The days again has passed
away ..But there was one day in my life when he made me complete with
full of his love..I said to fill up sindoor in my hair partition, he
has done the same and said , See you are my wife..I smiled n touched
his feet... You are my lord. You are my idol. He was not known that he
blessed me with his child..
Again we apart. And still I think yes he will come..
Now
there was a silence on the other end of the phone .No voice. No msg.
Still I am saying yes my love will come. Yes he will come....Because I
am waiting just to hear his voice.
Now I got a beautiful
wedding card with his name ..I was shocked .It was of my love.. Again I
smiled may be its his wish. ...Again he told me my little child do
believe in god I will come. Still I smiled yes my love is my strength.
He will come..
Till today he lives in my heart.He alive
in my soul.Daily in morning when I am applying his sindoor more and
more my trust on him is increasing... still I am saying yes my love
will come .Yes my idol will come. I still love him more than ever . I
sit here and wait; I know it won’t be long. I sit with a smile on my
face knowing all this pain will soon go away.I look at his picture once
more. he is looking at me n smiling…Now I know he is married to someone
so couldn’t come.He is happy in his world.... but I will wait till the
day when he’ll come not for me just to say a few words…
"MY LOVE I COULDN’T CAME BUT I LOVE YOU A LOT….."
Yes I believe in my God..the day will come .when he will return my smile again..yes he will.... :)
teri bewafai ko maaf karna jb b chaha
tune ek gunah aur kar diya
teri ruswai ko jb b mitana chaha
rishton pe mere tune sawal khada kar diya
nibha na saki pyar tera jis ek pal b kabhi
bus vo ek pal to muje ginaaya hota
nibha saka na pyar kbhi tu tera
jhute muh hi kabhi use apnaaya to hota
pyar nibhana mera tere bas ka na tha
karta jo roshan muje tu vo savera na tha
tuje to bus ek naye rang me rang jana tha
bus apni abhilaasha ko purn kar jana tha.
