पावन,निर्मल , निह्श्छल सा मन था .........

गोपियों संग जब रास वो रचता

मुस्काता रहता ,रंगीला कान्हा

राधा के संग रास रचे तब

संग झूमती थी गोपियाँ

पावन असीम निर्मल वो मन था

ह्रदय में जिसके सिर्फ प्रीत बसन था

जग जाने उसका हर वो रिश्ता

पर निश्छल वो ह्रदय था उसका

प्रीत जग में फैली उसकी

मुस्कान से अपनी दिल को हरता

माफ़ी मांगू उस कान्हा से मैं

रूप को उसके जग में देखा

आज कन्हैया कंही खो गया

मीरा की ही लाज वो हरता

लाल सुर्ख सिंदुर के रंग से

ब्रज की होली आज वो रमता

जो कान्हा लाज बचाता कल था

आज कन्हैया लाज है हरता

छिप कर सारे संसार से

सिंदुर को ही अपमानित करता

माफ़ी मांगू उस कान्हा से मैं

रूप को उसके जग में देखा

माफ़ी मांगू उस कान्हा से मैं

रूप को उसके जग में देखा

sawal tujhe usse karna hoga...

kanton bhari raahein hai teri
sholon pe tuje chalna hoga
har ek mere ansu ka
sawal tujhe usse karna hoga...

to kya hua siva tere koi aur na mera apna

do lafz pyar ke tu na kah saka to kya hua

teri nafrat ko sar ankhon pe baitha lungi ab main

kah to diya tune bekaabu hokar ek sabd apna kal

par dil se ise apne laga lungi ab main

to kya hua siva tere koi aur na mera apna

...jaate jaate tu ek nishani jo de gaya apni

sang uske ab ye jindgi tanha bhi beeta lungi ab main .....

precious gift of God

Being A mother is the most beautiful emotion in the world.It is something that has to be felt. an incomparable feeling …No matter how hard you try, you can never describe it in words. The bond between a mother and child is the most beautiful and strongest bond. It makes us the happiest person in the world.. however, this happiness comes with a responsibility….Your life changes completely when he comes in ur life….You might have been the most fearless and confident person, someone who is always ready to take a risk but suddenly you are scared and nervous about almost everything.

Though you will always doing best for your child still you will never sure about you that you are doing enough or not ??????

Your baby’s smile becomes the best thing in your life. Moreover you would rather buy a toy for your baby then something you have been dying for. The most precious moment that you feel is his smile……that will make you the happiest person on the earth

You are ready to fight against all the odds to make your baby happy. It doesn’t matter you will fight from the whole world for him …and you will always protect him…..you will do everything for his rights ….

For me god has created those circumstances by the time we departed …. it was just two n half month when I saw him ,from that day i had seen him through webcam…..I was wiping his tear so far away through my smile ,Hearing his voice through video call, Healing his pain through my reiki power ………..Living each n every moment of my life with him but still without him ..It just few days left when he will be in my arm...he will feel a touch of her mother ...i found an inner strength in myself that I never thought that I have ………..those sleepless night I still remember that I had sacrificed for him ….but that became my routine……the part of my life….Even if I could not manage to sleep at night, I still have the energy and strength to look after my child….

Nobody can come between a mother and child. A child becomes his mothers universe and mother becomes child universe ..its a fact that will never change .thank you god for the precious gift of mine that you blessed me…….thanks a lot ……………

insaniyat bhi bhula di usne

kal tak jis par gurur tha muje ,aaj najre jhuka di usne

ek dilkash pari ki chah me ,insaniyat bhi bhula di usne

mana usko pyar nhi tha ,kyu phir jindgi tabaah ki usne

e khuda kyu sindur ki us ek lakeer ki saja di usne ?????

na chipa sakega un ahsason ko mujse

chipa to lega khudse b khudko tu magar
na chipa sakega un ahsason ko mujse
duriya meri kabhi deewar na bani
pyar mera tere shabdon ka mohtaj b nh

meera k kadmon pe chalke main dikhaungi ...

tere ishq me na main kabhi aansu bahaaungi
tuje duniya ki najro se main bachaungi
preet apni dil se main nibhaungi
kanhiya ka mere tune maan na rakha lekin
meera ke kadmon pe chal ke main dikhaungi.............

tujse muje shikwa na hoga kabhi,

tujse muje shikwa na hoga kabhi,
tune jagah aesi pa li h mujme,
tujsa is janha me na hoga koi
muskaan teri samaayi h tujme ,
tu maseeha h mera jisne
pahlu me apne muje panaah di h muje ....

yakin mera tuj pe aaj dhundhla sa gaya

shaksiyat pe tere uthte sawal aaj hai yaha
tabaah huye vo manjar khamosh hai yaha
pucha jab khuda se to vo b nih.shabd hai yaha
jeete the jis pal me ,ve hi anjaan hai yaha
Kya shikwa karu tujse,kya shikayat karu main
jo jodhe the naate tune, vo bhi baigaane hai yaha
yakin mera tuj pe aaj dhundhla sa gaya
Ibadat-e ishq pe e khuda uth gaye sawaal hai yaha .....

khud ko khudya banaye baithe h

meri khamoshi ko kamjori man baithe the
hum to chup rahkar sab kuch bhulaaye baithe the
ibadat me uski khud ko bhulaaye baithe the
ishq me apna sab kuch ganwaye baithe the
tere karmon pe apne mamta ka anchal bichaaye baithe the
tere kadmo me apna sheesh nawaaye baithe the
nanhe in kadmon ka bhar aaj kese uthaau
mere apne hi muj par tohmat lagaaye baithe h
ya khuda pukar ek maa ki sun tu aaj...
farishte tere yaha khud ko khudaaya banaye baithe h