Tuesday, January 11, 2011

A day that changed my life



I still remember the moments that I spent with him. Just His adorable sound giving smile on my face. He was my everything. he was my life. He was always there to wipe away my tears and support me to fight away my fears. But now I sit alone and ask myself, why he does so ? Isn't he loved me ? Didn’t he know I couldn’t live without him?



One day I told him don’t leave me alone. I can’t live without you. He wiped my tears and said, I am only yours and will never leave u alone. I'll talk to my mom. And will come back soon..

From that day I was waiting for him..Yes he will come. Yes I trust him..He called me again..My love I will come.I was waiting again. With my open eyes...Our love was in the air without any words without any fear.......

The days has gone. There was one day when I caught him with a picture of lovely girl ....that girl was his fiancy ... Again he said. its mother's swear my dear........that lady is nothing to mine ....i do not love her.... No my love am only urs ... I will come..I smiled again.. no my dear will come.

The days again has passed away ..But there was one day in my life when he made me complete with full of his love..I said to fill up sindoor in my hair partition, he has done the same and said , See you are my wife..I smiled n touched his feet... You are my lord. You are my idol. He was not known that he blessed me with his child..
Again we apart. And still I think yes he will come..


Now there was a silence on the other end of the phone .No voice. No msg. Still I am saying yes my love will come. Yes he will come....Because I am waiting just to hear his voice.

Now I got a beautiful wedding card with his name ..I was shocked .It was of my love.. Again I smiled may be its his wish. ...Again he told me my little child do believe in god I will come. Still I smiled yes my love is my strength. He will come..


Till today he lives in my heart.He alive in my soul.Daily in morning when I am applying his sindoor more and more my trust on him is increasing... still I am saying yes my love will come .Yes my idol will come. I still love him more than ever . I sit here and wait; I know it won’t be long. I sit with a smile on my face knowing all this pain will soon go away.I look at his picture once more. he is looking at me n smiling…Now I know he is married to someone so couldn’t come.He is happy in his world.... but I will wait till the day when he’ll come not for me just to say a few words…


"MY LOVE I COULDN’T CAME BUT I LOVE YOU A LOT….."


Yes I believe in my God..the day will come .when he will return my smile again..yes he will....   :)




2 comments:

  1. Oh that is so so painful .. I just hope its fiction , its heart wrenching just to read this , if in reality , kudos to the spirit who is bearing all this with a smile !! I am fumbling with words actually .. sorry couldn't write more !

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  2. Arti ...the one who is bearing with smile coz his love is still with her ..that will always made her smile ..so its easier for her ....if we love someone you will leave everything for him even your life :)
    thanks

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